...

boy: all i want is you. do you love me?

girl: ...yea.

boy: can u give me another chance?

girl: ...


Say you're sorry
That face of an angel
Comes out just when you need it to
As I paced back and forth all this time
Cause I honestly believed in you
Holding on
The days drag on
Stupid girl,
I should have known, I should have known

I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet,
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town,
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you
And your white horse, to come around


girl: i never thought ide meet anyone like him. i feel like hes everything ive ever wanted.

friend: theres something you should know about him.


Baby I was naive,
Got lost in your eyes
And never really had a chance
My mistake, I didn't know to be in love
You had to fight to have the upper hand
I had so many dreams
About you and me
Happy endings
Now I know

I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet,
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town,
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you
And your white horse, to come around

And there you are on your knees,
Begging for forgiveness, begging for me
Just like I always wanted but I'm so sorry

Cause I'm not your princess, this ain't a fairytale
I'm gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well
This is a big world, that was a small town
There in my rearview mirror disappearing now
And its too late for you and your white horse
Now its too late for you and your white horse, to catch me now


boy: do you love me?

girl: ...yea.

boy: can you give me another chance?

girl: ...no.

Oh, whoa, whoa, whoa
Try and catch me now
Oh, it's too late
To catch me now

for every bad day there is a taylor swift song to match. sometimes when look for a line of a song to put as your status you just cant decide which one to use so u decide to just take the whole song because it displays perfectly how your feeling.

scents memory

i think its safe to say i may be the most abnormal girl out there. i dont like chocolate. (have i said enough yet) i LOVE cars. (hmmm) i prefer spicy and salty foods over sweet ones. (and they say ALL sweet girls have a sweet tooth) and another one for ya...i HATE the smell of flowers. yes i know im strange but im realizing y. i was never really around flowers when i was little except for when i was in a field and saw a few here and there. but me being me i never stopped to smell the roses. well all at once in a VERY short period of time i was bombarded with a BILLION flowers and the scent just overpowered every one of my senses, and i didnt know that at the time because i was preoccupied with other things. and as quickly as the flowers came they were gone and i havnt truly smelled one since. this past valentines day my step mom recieved flowers from my dad and the smell, the same exact one i smelled before has come back. everytime i walk by them i get a wiff and am unwillingly taken back to the flowers and all of the memories that go along with them. and i guess thats most of the reason why i dont like them. i try to get rid of the past and things in the present just keep on bringing me back.

a special message...

so im currently sitting at my desk, laptop, not on lap but on desk, and thinking. if your wondering wut im thinking about theres a variety of things floating up there [not normal for me ;-)] things such as...what am i going to wear tomorrow, why dont my socks keep my toes warm, when am i actually going to do my homework, who is gonna be in my campus on day 6, and where is my cell phone. but the one thought that is overpowering all of those is how did i ever manage to be given the gift of the best boyfriend ever. tomorrow he is turning 16 and i wanted it to be as special for him as he is to me but everything i do i just never seem to think that it is enough. i want to give him more. i want to give him the world to show him how much a i love and care for him. he is the most precious thing in my life and i want him to know that. of the 16 years he has been alive i have only been a part of his life for just under a yea but i already feel like ive known him my whole life. he can make me laugh at any given moment without even trying and even though it may seem like i dont like it sometimes, deep down him and i both know that i love it. =) noone has ever made me feel like he has and i dont know wut i would do without him. he is the love of my life =) i will always be there for him no matter wut forever and ever and ever and ever...i have often written down lyrics of my favorite songs of mine and given them to him as a way of expressing my feelings because not only are do they perfectly describe the way i feel about him but they sound pretty too =) i think the only thing that sounds prettier than music and the lyrics they sing are the words shared between him and i. haha well mostly words spoken by him, with the occasional song or two =D and i remember the words he gave me on my birthday last year and how they made me feel. i felt i was the best thing in the world and was actually an incredible person in his eyes and it was the best feeling in the world and thats how i want to make him feel on his birthday this year, perfect. "I hope you have the best birthday EVER! You deserve everything good that ever comes your way. I love you, more than anything else there ever could be. I don't know what i would do without you; I'd be empty inside. So I believe today, the day you were brought into this world, and eventually to me, is a day to celebrate! So...HAPPY BIRTHDAY!" these words, were from my favorite musician of all time. i love you riley, happy birthday.

this ones for you melissa!

i hate midterms
i hate midterms
yes i do
yes i do
theyre driving me crazy
really really crazy
how bout you
how bout you

sung to frere a Jacque!

..... LOVE YOU!

a terrible song...DONT ask me to sing it

could you whisper in my ear
all the things i want to hear
to make the pictures go away?
go, away.
i dont want to feel it anymore
dont want to feel a thing
then there you are,
and i feel it all.

do you wake up on your own
and wonder where you are
and how you live with all your faults
i wanna wake up where you are

those things you take back
are said and done
you cant change anything now
everything is gone
now when you play it back
those things you felt, you saw
arent real nor fake
just there
you want to call them memories
are they supposed to hurt?
the taste of salt still runs hot
and then you came along

do you wake up on your own
and wonder where you are
and how you live with all your faults
i wanna wake up where you are

ive seen high and ive seen low
but never have i ever felt a love like yours
i want it, need it, need you
too much at once
cant think straight
falling
gone

please say those things
so i can sleep
i want to know youll be there
dont leave me here
by myself
like she did
please.

do you wake up on your own
and wonder where you are
and how you live with all your faults
i wanna wake up where you are
do you wake up on your own
and wonder where you are
and how you live with all your faults
i wanna wake up where you are

and ill do anything you ever
dreamed to be complete
little pieces of nothing that fell
put your arms around me
what you feel is what you are
and what you are is beautiful
i wanna wake up where you are
wanna wake up
wake up.



again its terrible i rushed through it but wanted it done by today. please dont ask me to sing it. i wont. and its deff not as good as the otheres cough.laurariley.cough


oh and it doesnt rhyme

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well today was a bummer.

W.B.

customizationssss

ok so i added a few little fun things at the bottom of my blog...a couple of stupid little games, if u try and u dont like it or something doesnt work let me know il fix it. thanks!

-xoxox

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its almost been two full years and i still havnt grasped it. at least not completely. i mean yes i know the phone wont ring and i wont be traveling as much but this is just not how its supposed to be. ive been told by a couple of people that ive been acting funny lately and i thought of my previous post and this. so for those of u who think im acting differently this is most likely the best reason as to why. its nothing anyone did and il be back to my good old self soon, but for now im just gonna take a step back and let it pass.

find yourself

When you find yourself
In some far off place
And it causes you to rethink some things
You start to sense that slowly
You're becoming someone else
And then you find yourself

When you make new friends in a brand new town
And you start to think about settlin' down
The things that would have been lost on you
Are now clear as a bell
And you find yourself
Yeah that's when you find yourself

Where you go through life
So sure of where you’re headin'
And you wind up lost and it's
The best thing that could have happened
‘Cause sometimes when you lose your way it's really just as well
Because you find yourself
Yeah that’s when you find yourself

When you meet the one
That you've been waitin' for
And she's everything that you want and more
You look at her and you finally start to live for some one else
And then you find yourself
That’s when you find yourself

When we go through life
So sure of where we're headin'
And we wind up lost and it's
The best thing that could have happened
‘Cause sometimes when you lose your way it's really just as well
Because you find yourself
Yeah that's when you find yourself.


i think this puts to words perfectly how i feel sometimes. i truly believe that when you can not find the right words, there will always be a song that says everything for you, sometimes even better and it sheds some light on the subject. thats kinda how this song is for me. lately ive been feelin kinda lost and "homesick" you can say and its been really getting to me. so if you ever feel like your lost and everything you've ever known is just gone one day there's probably a reason...and maybe even a song to go with it ;D

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XxXY2-44bCs&NR=1